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i hate being a nurse sometimes...Share
Yesterday at 5:43pm | Edit Note | Delete
though I want to have a fast earning career after college... parang napakaimposible talaga nun... wala akong pweding gawin kasi hindi pa ako qualified sa mga hospitals... parang sinayang ko lang ang apat na taon sa pagiisip at pagpupuyat. iniisip ko minsan na sana HINDI na lang tong course na to kinuha ko eh... sa totoo lang hindi ka talaga aangat kaagad sa buhay dito... lalo ka lang maghihirap! gagastos mga magulang mo ng sobra sobra sa pag-aaral mo tapos gagastos pa rin sila after mong magaral dahil sa mga training at seminars na gagawin mo para lang maging qualified worker ka sa hospital.

Akala lang nila its so easy for us to find a job after college but really... being a BUM is one of my specialty dahil sa sobrang walang mageentertain sa yong hospital pwera nalang kung may backer ka o kaya malakas appeal mo sa audience.. *Damn!!! this life sucks!

Well.... ang sama sama lang talaga sa loob ko.. na hanggang ngayon tinatanong ko kung bakit pa kasi ako napilit na mag-nursing eh... dapat hindi nalang yun... dapat kahit ano nalang... yung dapat naenjoy ko. Yung masasabi kong "ito gusto kong ikabubuhay pagtanda ko" hindi yung pilit na pilit akong gustuhin ang hindi ko gusto...

Napipikon na ako kasi kung kelang 21 na ako... tsaka ko nalalaman lahat ng 'to.. yung tipong dapat pala noong una palang tinalikuran ko na to' eh kaso hindi... walang ganun kasi nakatatak sa isip ko na para sa mga magulang ko 'to..

wala akong magagawa... baka hindi na ko makatulong sa kanila.. baka tumanda nalang sila kung nasan sila.. at alam na alam kong hindi ako ang makakapagtapos sa kapatid ko kasi mukhang nag-aaral kami pareho ngayon. Well para sa mga magulang ko... pasensya nalang kayo.. hindi ko na talaga trip ang ginagawa ko. Pasayahin nyo nalang sarili nyo habang nasa ibang bansa kayo.

I want to find another work not related to my profession.
I hate living kris' life coz sometimes I don't know who I am anymore =(
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Camille Gasilla ya. masaya lang nung nagaaral pa
Yesterday at 6:45pm ·

Kris Uson TAMA! ngayon.. bummer ka na nga.. ikaw pa ginagastusan ng magulang mo... =(
Yesterday at 6:48pm ·

Camille Gasilla D:
Yesterday at 7:31pm ·

Andy Uson NO COMMENT NA AKO DYAN GAWIN MO GUSTO OK LANG SA AKIN!
Yesterday at 7:46pm via Facebook Mobile ·

Mitch Colasi agree!!! agree!! agree!! ako krissy!! grabe.. dami pang gagastusin! hay naku.. passing the board is not enough!! simula pa lang un.. :(
Yesterday at 8:38pm ·

Violeta Aenlle konti tiis..pag may tiyaga may nilaga....sabi nga ng momy mo!
16 hours ago ·

Pauleen Uyan i wish this was in english! i'm having doubts about becoming a nurse too
13 hours ago ·

John Lester Peralta ...embrace mo na lang yan, wag mo panghinayangan ung apat na taong nawala. manghinayang ka sa apat na taon pang dadating na wla ka nagawa. maraming paraan...seek (been there, trust me heheheheheheheh :P)
10 hours ago ·

Mikaela Uson you can't always get what you want sister..
7 hours ago ·

Kris Uson @ mitch... i know you share the same sentiments and kudos to all the spoiler in the world! tama na ang pagpapasa sa mga Nurses... over flowing na kami!!!

@ pauleen... as what i have sent you via fb message. pursue your plans and embrace it hard... coz it will be double hard soon.

@ Tita Baby.. I am extending all my patience tita, its just that sometimes though u're really really patient, it runs out in split seconds and all you can do is share it via fb so it can at least lessen the burden/feeling of being useless.

@ JL.. you are the only exception! i love you pre hindi ko malaman kung bakit ka nakikibasa ka ng notes wahehehe... ttyl

@ bunso.. i know i can't... frustration is killing me thats why i need a time out. and btw THANK YOU for being there when I need to pass out. ♥ much much love ♥
3 hours ago ·

Thank you DAY!

Let me take this opportunity to thank all the people that I love, since my friendster days up to my facebook/twitter/blogspot days, and all though I have an account in zedge, myspace, multiply, candymag.com, youtube and so on.. I’m really sorry I can’t attend to the later accounts cause I have no time to access everything all at once *big laughs* as if people would follow me to these webpages/accounts, I don’t expect that to happen, I am not even famous by all means well if I’m Oprah or Ellen DeGeneres, now that’s a different story.
Why is it that I have to be thankful or better yet what am I thankful about? Simple.. because I can still freely access the webpages as mentioned above without anyone being against it. I love the world wide web… it gives me peace *chuckles* as if serenity exist in urban places. If I don’t have anything to do, it never fails me. If I don’t have anyone to talk, to again a cliché, the web never fails me. Its like my own personal kind of highness (you think I’mma say heroine huh? Well its close to that). I love it when people places their comment to my comment box because I said something that made sense or something that they could relate to (with), oh well it also gives me the sense of being liked or being appreciated by my peers. My younger sister asked me, what are you doing? I said blogging, then she said naah I think you’re wasting your time, I said maybe I am, instead of wasting my time doing nothing, how bout wasting my time typing anything with or without sense.
I love Facebook (thank you #1). It gives me something to be busy with, like playing Mall World or something, reading comments and writing back, poking someone, writing notes, adding new/cool friends and chatting to online friends.
I like Twitter (thank you #2). Though I’m a novice to twitter world, at least I get to follow non-sense people and their blogs, RT a blog (you can relate if I say RT, right?). Let’s get it on.
I love Skype (thank you #3). It gives me instant connection to my loveones abroad and in the provinces. And oh not only that, we can talk face-to-face (via webcam that is).
I’m inlove with Yahoo! Messenger (thank you #4). I get the chance to meet old and new friends/acquiantances thru chat or IMs
I dearly fell inlove my Dell Inspiron mini laptop (aka Twilight coz its black and shiny, much like seeing Edward in broad daylight) the first time I saw her (thank you #5). Without this B-E-A-U-tiful invention, nothing seems possible.
Hmmmm never you imagine I could be this inlove with things only seen over the web huh. Coz before, I wasn’t and I am proud to say with or withour these things nothing can stop knowledge, these kinds are merely just a cherry on top. An additon to one’s want and needs.

The randomness of my life (May 11, 2010)

I started looking at some of my documents, pictures and other things in my laptop, and there are things that shouldn’t be touched, nonetheless it was touched from its purity and I got my laptop re-started a couple of times. I hate reminiscing my past. Indeed there are lots of painful experiences, like if I could only repeat every scene, I’d definitely erase all the pain and unfortunate events I have gone thru. But hey, come to think of it without those kindda things I won’t be strong and I won’t be… me, the girl who can endure the same things that happened to me all over again, as I’ve said “given a second chance, the second time around I’d definitely make things perfect, but really.. reality bites.

I love chatting over the net thru www.yahoo.com and sometimes I also use www.meebo.com . I love meeting new friends (girls and guys alike) and I do this everytime I get the chance. Today, I tried talking to some jejemons hahaha and boy it was funny and plus the fact that I got this link, translating regular/standard sentences used by commom people to jejemon sentence construction and boy it was a hit for me and a friend of mine named Maya (I often call her mare or mareng maya). We share a lot of things in common, maybe that’s why we “click”. Here’s the list of things we love: band (chicosci, sandwich), TV show (Glee), gadget (Ipad), person (Mong and Miggy, both from the same band we like), music and a whole lot more. Anywho, I also had this conversition with a very well-mannered and very broad person which I super like talking to (its not that I am very choosy as to whom I want to chat with but most of the time I want to talk to people who makes sense and not those who’s mind is full of green things and by that I mean “just the thought of my username: midnytcharm_07 makes them horny”, guys can be really really shallow. I want to change my username but I don’t know how to do it, poor me… I just have to endure the fact that the opposite sex really is easy to please, just tell me them you feel hot and the next thing yoy know he’s asking you out for a one night stand.
Lemme go back to this well-mannered guy I am talking about. Never was a dull moment for him, talking to him was a breathe of fresh air and suddenly he used this super unfamiliar word to me *big laughs* and the word is (OMG I can still hear the “ting-ting-ting-ting-ting” sound in a game show)…. And now I forgot the word, blame me and my short-termed memory, anyway no one’s browsing my blogs yet so very good very good then. I told him I do blogs if I’m bored and that I just started blogging here (www.blogspot.com) 2 days ago… and currently have 2 blogs for mother’s day and the other one is about a break up lesson given by my former professor, Mr. Emerson Aliswag (he’s very good indeed and has a very kind heart). Hhmm so he told me that so you don’t settle for a topic then or as I may an interest, told him naaahh I’m into whatever pops in my head, then he told me sounds like your blogs are more of a Journal to me. Anywho, a journal or a blog, I really don’t care, I just want to share things over the net… that’s why I called it my ever after coz whatever happens it’s still my ever after and will never change. It’s mine alone.

Oh and byt the way… the word is REPARTEE ( I have to see it thru my fb account, so I did post it)

This is just petty

we broke off: den dont jump on another relationship. minsan paglubog ng bangka wag kng mataranta kumapit sa ibang bangka kc mababaw na pala un nilulutangn nya. take ur time enjoy d flowing river study iyts movement n depth. parang satin take ur time to be single pag aralan mo how u can be at ur best alone den be at ur best wid someone :) ------> From Mr. E. Aliswag

I just got too inspired… I was before broken and the feeling of being with someone that is too special to you is like heaven on hell. I’ve always tried to be the perfect girl for that perfect guy but it seems like I haven’t yet found the “perfect” (if that’s too much then let’s put a slash on that to make it the “right” – “almost-perfect”) guy.

Those who give a lot receives a lot. That’s what people use to say, I hope I’ll experience that too. What ever happens to my “ever after” I’m sure I am ready to face it.

Mother's Day

If you’ll spend time with your mother the most… it’s Mother’s day.

Here’s a tribute to all mothers. There was never a time that you fail to make me smile, the first time I saw your face, it brightens my life and lift my spirit, the first time I heard your voice, it’s like a song that never ends. Happy Happy Mom’s day to you, the person who’s love is eternity.

I do miss my mom. She pass away five years ago and I never fail to miss her everyday. I cried a lot last night coz I want to tell my mom how much she means to me though the last days of her life only reminds me of how hard it is to raise a mom, flashbacks to me occurred last night, how much I hate seeing her suffer, it was like yesterday. I want to eat food that I can only smell and taste when she was still with us, and how much I want to tell her, “mommy, I miss your Pinapaitan and that I could eat as many as my heart content and that I love the smell of your pasta sauce and I love how you do your gravy for the chicken that taste like oh-so great ” or maybe I just want to tell her “ I miss you mommy and if there’s a time to miss you a lot, its Mother’s Day”

Sometimes we forget how important people are to us until its too late to tell them. You have to tell them how you appreciate every bit of their effort.