Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Baguio Escapade


Last January, we were just planning to request for vacation leaves to be approved, way back then (beginning of January), my friend Angie was telling me things about ukay-ukay and how fond she was buying clothes from various stalls in Baguio which offers a variety of clothing line. I was ecstatic about her stories, and then told her, “Angie punta tayong Baguio sa February.” She immediately said “sige, mag-VL nalang tayo”. We went back to our station and immediately checked our calendar (plotting what day our VLs should fall, of course it has to fall to our dreaded Sunday and Monday long shift – SUPER LOL). And so, my unit manager asked for plotted dates when are we gonna take our vacation leaves, we were excited to plot ours. A lot of things happened all January, t’was like the longest month ever, we have to make up for our lost hours, my boss said, NO VLs will be approved if there’s lost hours --- I am plain DEAD! January was about to end and I have five hours to make up and so was Angie. For us, time was running too fast, February was just days ahead. By the end of January, we got the news that February’s VL report was out and YES, ours got approved (overwhelmed!). So much of our Baguio Days, we enjoyed staying in Kaka’s place (Arnel, a good friend from work). It was one fine midnight, that’s how we started, and all we can say was, “wew” we were like in our second HOME. We never slept; we just sat in the veranda and smoke ‘til its dawn. Finally fell asleep when we felt numb because of the cold air, since our room was near the main road, after 3 or 4 hours, we were awaken by the busy sound of Baguio morning (another happy moment seeing jeep and taxi passing by at the front of our place). We took a shower, and then off we go to Session Road, ukay galore! Then the whole day was a pretty big mess for the two of us, the night after, Benj and Yden joined us on our escapade (pretty pretty fun) went to 50s dinner unfortunately the place is sooooo crowded we had to transfer venue just so that we could eat dinner. Went to Good Taste Restaurant and my oh my our tummies were VERY FULL, the next day, I left them to visit my relatives from Bakakeng Rd and after that, off I went to SM Baguio to meet them, went to Session Rd for another round of ukay, passed by Oh My Gulay to eat fresh salad and sandwich (oh tummy!). All day we were like kids in a candy store, we were blown away by all the things Baguio has to offer, from strawberries to ube jams, from SM Baguio to Session Rd, WE ARE COMING BACK next JUNE!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

nagbabago ang lahat. (as told by the little one) -- written by mikee



Bakit? Paano? Saan? Kailan? Yan ang mga kadalasang tanong tungkol sa PAG-IBIG.

BAKIT ka ba nagmamahal? PAANO mo ba siya mamahalin? SAAN mo ba makikita yung taong mamahalin mo? at KAILAN mo ba siya nahanap? Ang tanong eh kung nahanap mo na nga ba? Minsan ang pag-ibig nagbibigay lang ng kaguluhan sa buhay ng isang tao, pero kadalasan nagdudulot naman ito ng kasiyahan. Mahal mo, mahal ka pero hindi naman kayo. Mahal na mahal mo, at mahal na mahal ka rin niya pero hindi talaga kayo. :| Bakit nga ba hindi? Sa isang relasyon daw kasi kailangan ng dalawang taong "MATURED" mag-isip. Para magkaintindihan sila. Para hindi lahat ng bagay pinag aawayan nila. Para magtagal silang dalawa. At para pwede nilang sabihin na FOREVER na talaga sila. Sana tayo na lang FOREVER. Sana wag ka nang mawawala saken. Sana hanggang tumanda ako, ikaw pa rin ang kasama ko. Sana ikaw na ang maging ina/ama ng mga magiging anak ko.Napakaraming sana. Lahat nang 'yan hanggang sana na lang ata talaga. Dahil wala naman talagang FOREVER. Ang meron lang, at ang natatanging bagay na totoo ay yung salitang PAGMAMAHAL at PAGTITIWALA. Kung meron kang minamahal ngayon at tinanong mo siya, "MAHAL MO BA 'KO?". Maaaring sagutin ka niya ng "SOBRA". Pero pagkalipas ng ilang araw, buwan, o taon, ganyan pa rin kaya ang isagot niya sayo? Posibleng iyan pa rin ang isagot niya, pero ganon pa rin kaya siya kaseryoso at kasigurado sa sagot niyang 'yon? Yan ang halimbawa ng pariralang WALANG FOREVER. Kahit gaano ka pa niya kamahal, lilipas at mawawala rin yung pagmamahal na 'yon. Dahil walang permanente sa mundo. Ngayon mahal na mahal ka niya, sa isang buwan maaaring hindi ka na niya kilala. Pwedeng ngayon sayo siya pero pagkagising mo kinabukasan pag-aari na siya ng iba. Lagi mong naririnig sa kanya na "MAHAL KITA" pero hindi mo na lang namamalayan na sa iba na pala niya yun sinasabi. Kaya nga pag nagmahal ka, magtira ka naman daw ng para sa sarili mo. Para 'pag iniwan ka na niya kaya mo pa ring mahalin ang sarili mo. Hindi mo naman kailangan ng taong mag-aalaga sayo. Sarili mo lang ang kailangan mo. Sa totoo lang, ang kinakailangan mo lang ay yung taong 'di magsasawang magtext sayo ng " I LOVE YOU", "KUMAIN KA NA BA?", "I MISS YOU", at "ASAN KA NA? INGAT KA HA". Oo ang sarap basahin,nakakakilig pa nga. Paulit ulit mo pa nga sigurong binabasa yung mga text na ganon. Pero wag na wag mong sasanayin ang sarili mo sa mga bagay na nakaya mo namang wala dati. Wala naman siya dati diba? Pero nabuhay ka. Nung wala pa siya masaya ka naman. Nung dumating siya naging mas masaya ka nga lang pero dun mo rin naranasang umiyak tuwing gabi.Badtrip noh? Hindi ba pwedeng puro saya na lang? Lagi talagang dapat may bawi na sakit? ANO PA NGA BANG MAGAGAWA MO KUNDI TANGGAPIN YUNG SAKIT NA 'YON. Iyakan mo ng ilang gabi tapos bumalik ka na sa realidad. Realidad na hindi mo naman dapat siya iniiyakan. Isipin mo na lang na nasugatan ka pero naghilom na yung sugat mo.Tumigil na yung pagdurugo kaya dapat tumigil ka na rin sa pag-iyak. Ang buhay pag-ibig naman kasi simple lang talaga. GINAGAWA MO LANG KOMPLIKADO. Di ka maka move on? Akala mo lang yun. Di ka maka move on dahil ayaw mo lang talaga. Wag mo ng hawakan ang mga bagay na nagpapasakit sayo. Matuto kang bumitaw kung talagang kailangan na. 'Pag natuto kang magparaya, mapagtatanto mong hindi mo naman pala talaga siya kailangan. At doon matatapos lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo. Happy ka na ulit. Wow parang magic lang. Ganon naman talaga, kapag wala ng galit at sakit sa puso mo nagiging masaya ka na ulit. :)) Haaay buhay nga naman. Daming pagsubok. Ngayon nasayo na kung paano mo haharapin yung mga pagsubok na 'yon. ;)

* mikee.ela

-- Bakit nga ba 'ko nagsulat ng ganito? Wala namang dahilan, gusto ko lang magshare kung anong nasa isip ko. Next time ulit pag may naisip ako, I'll put it in a blank paper, type it here, and share it to you guys.Maraming Salamat nga pala sa pagtitiyagang magbasa nito.

"THE ONLY PERMANENT THING IN THIS WORLD IS CHANGE." :]]

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Can you explain to me? (What has become of us?)


Well I think this is the perfect title on what is happening to us, I believe you, no one ever will (Diamond Shotgun line), I thought you’re perfect but ok you’re not, you are the same as everybody else except the fact that I am in love with you more than ever, that makes you unique in a supernatural way. I told you I love you from hell and back and I’m keeping my words. I see nor hear nor speak no evil. I promised and I will keep it until you and I decide to call it quits (for real and hardcore). So hey Big Guy, when will you schedule that one person who will love me more than I love myself? I can wait, but please… don’t let him take forever to find, know, see and feel me. Pretty please Big Guy, I know you never fail, and I know you created him just for me, I know he’s just there, (me to you, my soul mate)I am shouting from your other end, and I LOVE YOU (at the top of my lungs), so I hope you can hear me. So do you want to party in my basement? (Kesha’s line)

I am kidding, I am joking around, I am a hardcore bitch, but when it comes to heart-to-heart business, I am at my utmost fragile state. I hate the feeling of being weak. If you want to kill me, then better continue exactly what you’re doing. Jealousy, I am not faking you, you are stabbing me and sucking my blood gallon per gallon a minute. You are a FAKE! A FAKE I tell you. No one can replace you but me.

I am blinded by shooting stars.


my 11/29

I am really happy I have you;

It is by all means, a privilege of two

I thought we are as if as perfect as what other think,

Of me and you, of you and me, all was at brink.

But all was blinded, all was not fair.

My “me and you” was all an affair.

What a sad flight said the moon to the stars,

What love brought to that lady, is all but scars.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

2nd of September




Happy 2nd of September luvvy, mahal, panget, stitch, coco crunch, yuki. I love you to the moon and back (I want to remind you every single day how much I feel for you). I thought we can’t fix what happened between us, but here we are on our 2nd (yeay!!) I am super thrilled. I’m super (heavy on the superlatives) happy having you in my life and I won’t regret anything coz I know I have you. I’m so proud of you, and no matter what happen or whatever things you want to pursue, let me know coz I am your biggest fan. I know you won’t get tired of loving me, I am already assure of that.

Thank you for giving me your time and your super hugs and your kisses (you’re the sweetest thing).


Thank you for worrying every time I don’t feel ok (and you want me to tell you when I’m crying).

Thank you for not letting me go (that’s scary).


Thank you for making me feel I’m the luckiest girl (gives me butterflies).


Thank you for being the cutest thing when you are pouting your lips (I really want to kiss you right now).


Thank you for saying the nicest words (kyot kyot).

Thank you for waking me up every morning (hahaha too bad I won’t budge til I wake up for real, but the thought of waking me up even if I don’t immediately text you is SWEET awwwww).

Thank you for missing me when I’m not texting (happens all the time).


Thank you for making me smile (and I love it when we cuddle).

Thank you for apologizing every time I feel mad (really sorry).

Thank you for not giving up on us (coz if you do, I’ll kill you).

Thank you for loving me (and I love you too).


This blog could be never ending when it comes to how thankful I am for having you but I can’t miss this:






THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME MY HIROYUKI.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Love and Hate


We’ve known each other since forever, LOVE said to HATE. Do you have feelings for me? Hate did not say a thing. We always write letters and walk in the beach; we spend all summers together, write our names in the sand and let the water hear our promises, says Love.

Hate said, I like you and there are lots of things I enjoy doing with you and a lot of words I still want to tell you but that’s all I can do, that’s all I can say. In his mind was a secret, Spending time with you means the whole world to me but there are things that I can’t tell you, things you need not to know, things that I would rather keep than to include you to a place where you are not worth existing, because there’s my dream, one step ahead, and you are my perfect reality that I cannot bear to lose once I’ve reached my dream, I am just afraid you might not keep up.

They parted ways that one summer night, Hate left the shore to continue his life in the city and Love pursued a simple life without Hate. Time flies like a simple breeze, never was a day that Love imagined living life with him, she waited by the shore every summer but no one came, no one remembers. Love promised herself that she’ll never give up with the feelings she has for Hate because it was all she has, until Love met an accident one night that made her lose her memory, she never went back to the shore where she spends all those summer with her beloved Hate.

Years have passed; Hate went back to the shore and reminisced all those moments with Love. From afar she saw a girl, walking and recognized her as Love. Hate called her attention but Love won’t give any interest on Hate, he was desperate for Love’s attention. Soon, Hate narrated everything Love has to know but she just told him, “Hate, maybe the old Love grew tired of waiting for you, maybe it’s time for us to continue with our separate lives, maybe it’s the will of the Gods for me to meet that tragic accident. As I’ve learned from your story, I endear you too much and I am glad to have known that, but my life belongs to my husband now, Happiness.” Hate has lost all his hopes for Love. He accepted the fact that Happiness took over Love’s heart.

Love has lived a beautiful life with Happiness, but she will never forget the story that there was once a possibility for Love and Hate to be one. Hate on the other hand, never bothered Love again, but when she misses her, he visits the shore... Things might have been different.

Excerpt from W. Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet

Juliet:
'Tis almost morning, I would have thee gone—
And yet no farther than a wan-ton's bird,
That lets it hop a little from his hand,
Like a poor prisoner in his twisted gyves,
And with a silken thread plucks it back again,
So loving-jealous of his liberty.

Romeo:
I would I were thy bird.

Juliet:
Sweet, so would I,
Yet I should kill thee with much cherishing.
Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say good night till it be morrow.

The heart of Flirting


Flirting, hypocritically speaking…

As quoted by Nikki Assavathorn, “Everyone knows what flirting is, but not everyone knows how to do it. There is nothing more fun than flirting. It feels great to be flirted with and flirted at, making it almost addictive. Do you know how to flirt? How do you flirt?”

I’ve been to many flirting moments with guys and with girls alike. Can we consider it a bad habit? A good past time? Something you do to intimidate others? Or something you unconsciously do but other considered it… DONE.

Flirting is a common form of social interaction whereby one person obliquely indicates a romantic or sexual interest towards another. It can consist of conversation, body language, or brief physical contact. It may be one-sided or reciprocated (encouraged) with intentions of getting to know that person on a higher level. – Wikipedia

To be judge as flirt and that you do it to attract people is a perfect example of an attention seeking act. Insecurity of a person also triggers them to judge falsely, FYI false accusation is also a bad habit.
Let us set an example, a girl befriended a guy or vice versa, and since the girl is not that stereotypically strange by all means, the guy’s friend/s, even those who are physically or even emotionally attracted to the guy, of course, could lead or give a negative judgment towards the girl, since they can see them hanging around, talking and laughing, nevertheless rumors will spread. That my friend is a simple act of being kind to others, which will be negatively interpreted by the “friends” as “flirting” more so, betraying some emotionally attracted girl to our not-so-gorgeous guy topic.

Again, this is a cliché…

And by this example I have made some rules with regards to those people who love to seek attention by accusing people by the looks and not by how they could start a conversation, even casual interaction as normal human beings.


RULE number 1, if you are not aware of the attitude of human towards another human, drop the negative judgments.


RULE number 2, stop seeking attention if you don’t want someone to be your friend.

RULE number 3, if you don’t want to be judge, stop acting like you want to be judge.

RULE number 4, leave your shit guarded if you don’t want (her) friends to get back at you. and...

RULE number 5, TELL IT DIRECTLY TO THE ACCUSED FACE, IF YOU THINK YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH!!

We all have rules in life, so if you have insecurities, feel free to approach a psychiatrist maybe they could help you solve those problems. Oh btw, again and again, to those who are super insecure coz you don’t know how to flirt… here are some pointers:

How to Flirt (wikiHow.com shows you):


Flirting is, at its most basic, a way to meet potential mates and see (within a short period of time) if they're compatible. In some situations, such as at a dance or a party, flirting is the only way to open the door to a romantic relationship with someone you don't know and might not otherwise ever see again. Because of all of this, flirting is a very important skill, and it's one that makes a lot of people nervous. There is an art of flirting, though, and it's an art that can be learned. Here are some pointers for you.
STEPS:

1.Lower your expectations.

2.Look approachable.
3.Read body language.

4.Make eye contact, but not for more than a moment or two.
5.Make eye contact, but not for more than a moment or two.

6.Gradually share information about yourself in a reciprocal manner.

7.Give the person your complete attention.

8.Use body language to hint at your romantic intentions.
9.Close the deal.

Now don’t go bothering people with Flirting absence to your life, let the web teach you. Ok?

Saturday, August 21, 2010

What is love? LOVE is...


August 21, 2010
12:33 pm

What is love?
When I finished reading “Para kay B by Ricky Lee” I was inspired to write a blog and ask myself what is LOVE? Is it just a feeling you share with someone special? Is it really something that makes the world go round?
The tree asked the rain, what is love? The rain answered, it’s when I decided to pour over you and give you life.
The fish asked the stream, what is love? The stream uttered, it’s the reason you are breathing here and not in land.
The owl asked the moon, what is love? The moon answered its how I give you light when you fly at night.
The kite asked the wind, what is love? The wind replied its how I allow you to stay on your flight.
There are so many forms of Love, how you give, how you react, how you receive, how you portray, how you deliver, how you master… is for the people who feel it, is to know.
Last night a conversation grew between me and my friend, and for the 2nd time around, we talked about love, through our hearts and not just another story that will kill our time. She told me how she gave too many chances with the relationship she has with her boyfriend but it seems like, the chances she has given him was useless. I told her maybe he doesn’t know why you are giving him the chances he’s receiving; maybe he’s taking things for granted coz he knows how understanding you are in terms of relationships. With the thought in my mind, does it really have to be that hard for a guy to understand how important chances are? We never asked for too much… we just want you to add a little of your time, your attention, your kindness, to sum it all, we just need you to love us a little more. Her boyfriend texted me, telling me “I told you she’s going to leave me”, I told him, didn’t it occur to you that maybe the reason she left you is because you already imprinted to yourself that she doesn’t love you but in fact she really did, you just overshadowed yourself with pity that believing to what was suppose to be true was already false for you.
Love was never created for people to hate one another, though Hatred is always the opposite of love, we just pity ourselves. The fact that you have given everything for the relationship to grow and be strong but he’s still not with you and he’s with her… causes Hate. The fact that there are thousands and even million heart, beats around you, his heart chooses not to beat for you. Hate causes bitterness, sadness, sorrow, pity and to hell with words you might want to add.
Then what is Love?
Zeus says it is the peace of heart and mind that I feel even if I know she’s not beside me.
Nyx told me the question is very difficult to answer. But as I can see it through her, LOVE is the contentment of what she has in her heart.
Aphrodite told me Loneliness of 1, happiness of 2 and a quarrel of 3.
Eris told me it’s how she sees her; no words can express what the action can show.
The reborn god told me, nothing comes out of my head. (He has lost a battle, he, himself did not dare to pursue)
The happy lass said, it’s a certain glow of happiness. (TRUE)
The chronicles says LOVE is the opposite of indifference.
The mistress says I love you.
An old man told me, Love… it’s how I feel from the day I saw her, through our first dance, our first kiss, our first hug, how she cooks for me, how she touches my cheeks, how we sit beside each other while drinking coffee, how I still tell her, she looks younger than before even if our skin is sagging, and how I tell her how happy I am to have met her and told her “I love you”.

We perceive it in different ways but bear in mind; however we chose Love to be a part of our lives, EMBRACE it, coz only LOVE can separate the difference between two hearts and make it as one.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

I am finding out… that maybe I was wrong.


It’s been 1 month, 18 days, 11 hours, and 54 minutes and I am thinking maybe I was wrong. I just want us to be “the happy ones” all throughout time. I’ve never been this in love with you until you made me feel that all we have is just our “I love you’s”. I started thinking maybe all I need is to adjust, I’m afraid to lose you but I’m also afraid to commit everything to you. I prayed that you will still understand me even if I go to work and spend less time with you, and I really hope that love will keep us together despite the fact that I still worry you might leave me soon or either I give up too soon. Mahal na mahal kita kung alam mo lang and I’m trying my very best to give back the love you’re giving me, I just hope that you do the same. I want you to tell me what’s going on, I want you to tell me if there’s something wrong, I don’t want you to ever feel that we’re far apart, I want you to scream my name if you’re in pain, I want you to talk to me as if we’re side-by-side, I want you to listen as if I am whispering to your ears, I want to share with you my happiness, my success and my sorrows, I want you to be a part of me as I go along with my plans. I hope you feel the same way and prove me too, that I was never wrong with you... as my choice.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

241 Rivermaya



I want to live forever
Inside the nights and days.
Wishing on a silver cloud,
Crawling across the moonbeams.
A summer night in heaven
Between the stars and waves.
Race across the old bonfire;
Trample on my heartbeat.

I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But somebody owns you now.

I love you with a fire,
Ablazing till times end
But what good is a heart
When it shudders to speak.
I guess it's too late now.

"I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But (of course) somebody owns you now.
(And) I tried to live somehow
Somebody owns you now"

Somebody owns you now

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Would you be happier -- Corrs


Have you ever wonder where the story ends, and how it all began, I do (I do, I do, I do, I do)
Did you ever dream you were the movie star with popcorn in your hand, I did (I did, I did, I did)
Do you ever think you're someone else inside, when no one understands you are (you are)
And wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake, wake uuuuuup
Then you stumble on tomorrow, and trip over today

(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
You're gonna be just fine (gonna be just fine)

Are you not afraid to tell your story now, when everyone is done it's too late (too late, too late)
Was everything you've ever said or done not the way you planned, mistaaaake
So you promised that tomorrow, be different than today

(Chorus)
Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
You're gonna be just fine
I think you're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be just fine
So don't worry baby

You're racing for tomorrow, not finished with today

Would you be happier if you were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if you played a bigger part
Would you be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
I think you're gonna be just fine

Would we be happier if we were someone together
Would the sun shine brighter if we played a bigger part
Would we be wonderful if it wasn't for the weather
I think we're gonna be just fine
I think you're gonna be just fine

Don't worry baby
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry honey
Gonna be just fine
Don't worry baby
Gonna be just fiiiiine

The reasons why I love you...


i love you to the moon and back

I love how you say ''mahal, wake up na''
I love you coz you're so cute when you say ''ok, kiss ko?''
I love how you say I’m so cute when I ask a kiss from you.
I love how you say your ''i love you's''
I love how you alot time texting me even if you're at school.
I love how you panic when I don’t text you.
I love you coz I’m always at your thoughts.
I love you coz you never complain.
I love how you bear with me when I have tantrums.
I love you even though you’re a cry baby.
I love you coz you always call me.
I love you coz you’re trying your best to please me.
I love you coz you can easily make me smile.
I love everything about you luvvy.

And even though I can’t reason out how it all began, I really hope it won’t end.

“mahal na mahal kita Yuki.”

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Letters to Romeo


(how come Juliet’s getting a lot of attention, let’s give it up for my Romeo!!! Woo-hoo!)

This one’s for my tweet friend, my heart, my luvvy, my HATER, my “mahal”, my baby, my Hiroyuki <3

Thank you for being extra sweet, extra loving, extra kind, extra thoughtful (and everything is always “extra” when it comes to you, now I feel I’m too fragile to be loved). I thought things would not turn out to what we have right now coz I’m really hesitant to be in love with you granting the fact that I am older and that for me, you are the fragile one and not the other way around. So far, having you gives me the blissful feeling that love (come what may) may lead only to “you and me” and nothing more. It’s really funny how we’ve met, and share thoughts and smile and laugh and put hearts on our names (my luvvy <3 me). And right now I’m on my “peak of happiness” (woo-hoo for my luvvy for making me reach my utmost happiness). I’m bringing back my teenage love affair with you, the Kris who doesn’t care if she makes the wrong decision, and could carelessly say “yes” to what suppose to be a “no”. I’m turning 22 soon, and everything in my life is quite planned but always keep in mind that whatever path that is, that I am to travel, I’ll always include you. Ok? So even if we’re far apart right now, I’ll never love you less coz my every day shouts for “I LOVE YOU MORE”.
I love you Hiroyuki Kuroki.

Then I found you…



So I guess making a comment box appear to have long and not so pretty to read conversations, makes it a chat box (as per Hiro, he thinks we’re making it pretty long.) so off we went to personal messages. What is our topic? Well we started of asking each other how we’re doing, how’s life going on for us, how’s study and working and again enough with the yah-di-yah (non-sense, no I was kidding coz for me everything means a lot, I just felt super excited to reach the end part of the story, it’s like reading a book, you get too excited to get to the last part, you just skip the middle part aka boring/plateau part then go straight to the last part. That is super Clever!). He asked me how’s my love life, I just said “uhm” (with crickets on the background), coz totally for me having a strong bond with a guy at my age is a necessity (and yes I think like that… but unfortunately the last person who promised me he won’t break my hurt already broke his promise and I ended up with nothing, thank you!). He asked for my number and I graciously gave it and even promised him that I’d reply to his messages and then he told me he seems to have a “Like feeling” (I define it as I LIKE YOU feeling) for someone, and to make things a bit simple he doesn’t have the gut-feeling of telling me before, until we talked again the next night. Oh and by the way, my plan is to be distant with him because I don’t want to be a REBOUND girl and also the age gap is really… (uhhhh don’t let me talk about it, I really feel old LOL), but hey I like the way he thinks and I love ending up with him so I guess I’m sticking with him for now. I CAN’T DENY I’M INLOVE =)

Thank you Twitter for giving me a Glee Fan.


Written Last July 9, 2010 11:37 PM

Here I am again, blogging non-sense but really fun to read notes, journals, or whatever word you want to call what I’m doing. Well I don’t want to start my blog in a wrong foot so here we go…

Thank you twitter for giving me such an amazing fan, he’s one of kind, asking me what website he could watch a streaming of the number 1 comedy show in the US (and now I’m claiming RP too), GLEE (Congratulations with the 19 nominations by the way)? So I gladly answered his query and to make things a bit formal/cute I called him “tweet friend”. We added each other on Facebook and even dragged him to chat with us (my vampire friends) on MYX Philippines UStream with Ms. Klara, which I think he got bored and left us telling me in the end that he can’t keep up with us coz we are super going LOCO over Chicosci!!! (and other stuff regarding the music scene…) Oh yeah! then when we’re online on FB, he sometimes tag me to his posts saying “Hey tweet friend” or something and of course I cautiously replied “hey! or Hi tweet friend” (yah ok enough with the yah-di-yah). I got my aunt asking me who’s Hiro Kuroki or my so called “tweet friend”? and back then I’ve to answer, “he’s a friend of mine on twitter and he’s also my friend on my Facebook account” (Big smiles and High Fives). Well back then I already think he’s cute but too young for me and even endorsed him to my little sister and to her friends who could somewhat deal with him coz they’re of the same age gap. I never felt too envious from his “love of his life” girl back then until he told me she dumped him after an almost month-long courtship/”being in a nostalgic stage for the nth time dilemma” and I’m really lucky to have him right now actually (yes, I’m loving my every days because of him).